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Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ 1:29 AM

elections/

results are out.

many hugs received,

shook many hands,

congratulated many,

got congratulated by many.

results were shocking and oh-so-exciting,

and well,

many thanks to all who took their time

to actually come back to school jus to vote.

love you all to bits like seriously.

cant thank everyone enough,

but yea, thanks thanks thanks (:

and thanks to the seniors for the support.

thanks to amos and issac hahaha

cos yah lah omg best friends, we rock socks yo.

thanks to the rest who encouraged and really talked sense into me,

and to the team mates, please believe in me,

like really really.

love you all madly (:

soooo,

new AY's here,

hope everything goes smoothly.

tomorrow's first meeting;

start of a hectic year,

start of a heavy responsibility to hold,

start of burdens to bear,

start of more sleepless nights,

start of more meetings in 03-10? haha

start of so many new things that i cant even think of right now.

honestly,

when i heard of the number of votes i got,

my heart jus sank.

not that i didnt get president or what,

cos i really didnt want that,

but it just seemed heavy,

cos like something huge jus seemed to press on me.

the thought of having huge responsibilities jus came crashing into me.

is that how the rest feels too?

or is it just me?

maybe it's cos it's our first times,

and the feeling of excitement is too overwhelming,

partly caused by the whole atmosphere in the lounge.

but i dont know,

im excited,

but the feeling's jus strange.

oh well.

dont know how to explain it,

but i could tell that it's like

the sense of having to bear huge burdens soon,

or very much soon starting tomorrow.

it's a new dawn, it's a new day, and i'd like to see a new light of hope.

Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 10:05 PM

will tomorrow be different or just the same?

well,

today's a great day,

finished sam's adv in like three hours

which was more efficient than usual.

maybe next time i should jus focus more

and not watch movies or anime while doing work hahaha ><

woke up at a jus nice time too,

which explained to myself

why i didnt fall asleep on the bus on the way back from town (:

narnia was cooooooool shiiiiiiit yooooo.

with jokes like,

"we could collect nuts!" "and yea, throw them at the soldiers!" ._.

hahahahah seriously, the squirrel was cute woo.

so is the wooly bear and haha all the rest.

and i dont know if you'd read this but,

thanks marc!

you full-of-shit guy please go clear your bowels soon

HAHAHHAH, kidding.

anyways, back to training tomorrow.

gonna row, swim then go for elections results

then probably out with fiona and the rest? :D

cant wait :D

cant wait for saturday; havaianas!

though they are a waste of money but oh well,

most humans are materialistic :D

and cant wait for tomorrow;

not really worried for the results,

jus want to know how's the outcome like

and of course how the night will be like tomorrow.

i want my tauhuay please!

oh yea went swimming yesterday.

result wasnt as good as the previous friday though,

should do better tomorrow, hm.

slacked the whole day?

haha and stoned now and then thinking bout the ad

(well at least it's completed).

and oh yea,

heard that issac's and amos's posters

were slashed at the lift lobby board facing the toilets.

the feeling sucks cos like,

why wasnt mine slashed too?

and,

slashing posters very fun meh.

amos was like saying maybe mine will be next,.

sounding like some final destination character going to die or something haha.

but yea,

today's already the last day,

i bet you guys have had enough fun

testing the sharpness of your blades and all,

or whatever the reason you silly people slash

and poke holes into posters for.

i guess every year's the same,

there would be people going around vandalising posters,

but what can we do?

oh well.

to all the people who placed their votes,

i believe they've made the right choice

cos everyone knew what they were doing,

so yea thanks for taking the time to go down

to the yellow building to place votes (:

i wonder why im talking bout all these,

but hahahah,

im bored and stoning again.

nothing else now i guess,

so ciao (:

Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 4:17 AM

posters yo!

i dont know if anyone would read this, but

lol though it's huge but yes yes PLEASE vote for yvonne :D

and gideon

and everybody else like

tat yi, john, geraldine, brandon, adrian, claudine, kah yuen, chris :D

OF COURSE NOT FORGETTING AMOS, ISSAC, AND ME :DDD

Saturday, May 24, 2008 @ 7:27 PM

random/

i want to dye my hair,

but i cannot =/

i want to draw something,

but im lazy and tired =/

i want to have some cheesecake,

anybody?

i want uhm.

i dont know.

okay bye.

2:23 PM

the 25km row was hell today.

but seeing how the juniors capsized like nobody's business

and them having to row around in their submarines

really perked me up.

hahaha.

it's like,

when we were new,

we also did stuff like that;

filling our boats with water and be able to not capsize like officially.

but we did more stuff,

but so what?

i guess everything was pretty worth it haha (:

one more week till end of holidays!

and another one more week till the start

of the rest of the school's holidays ._.

haha yay design canteen shall be solely OURS :D

but oh well,

wont be seeing the rest of the school,

which is definitely damn weird.

oh well.

Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 11:37 AM

back (:

feeling exhausted - yet again.

felt almost like the other time after the camp and during the PA race.

haha almost died relying on Red Bull all day.

want to sleep but,

oh hell?

training later?

hahaha happy new year chrys.

even supposed to go swimming yesterday but couldnt make myself do it.

slept so little till i took

at least two hours to get my clear mind back

yesterday morning. lol.

chalet was fun,

hahah yea really.

just that it gets really cold at night and we'll all hear each other's teeth chattering.

hahahaha, okay well maybe it's just mine ._.

and i realised that i probably should have slept upstairs

instead last night where there was a nice bed waiting for me :D

haha but oh well,

slept downstairs with wyncy on the floor in the end haha.

headache from last night still hurts right now,

but i was quite amazed

that i could still give ying right directions

to the third storey chalet room from the carpark

when i was high hahaha.

then i was like talking normally,

okay maybe a bit louder,

but yea, the whole attitude towards things and whatnot still the same i guess.

drinking game was fun,

just that we probably started it in a wrong way

by drinking vodka on the rocks.

hahaha omg it burns ah.

tif was so high that she was almost like issac the previous night,

and who else...

actually most of us were high hahaha.

but yea, all was entertaining.

kc kept laughing saying that tif was entertaining,

and david and fiona kept threatening her with

her worst fear - peanuts.

so fun :D

oh and WOW,

so many people turned up that apparently there wasnt enough finger food for all o.o

but at least we were able to cover all our costs haha.

i guess everyone enjoyed the bbq

and went home happy.

for the rest who supported Man U,

haha congrats?

actually, there's really much much more to be talking about,

but i cant be bothered to continue typing so much,

given that im pretty tired already haha.

hope i can remember all the times spent there haha (:

thanks to all that made the chalet possible and woo,

you guys rock.

okay, design rocks :D

love love love.

Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 10:22 PM

worse day ever?

spare me, for this is pretty long.

started off the previous day,

mum wasnt happy with my going out and stuff like that.

so, okay,

decided to get back before dinner to eat with the family.

yea decision made on my own,

but i didnt say a word;

equals, my fault.

woke up early the next day.

went to shower and wash up blah,

came out and,

"so you going with us?"

"whaaat?"

"he didnt tell you?"

"no, was bathing. why?"

"we're going out for breakfast."

"okay."

"so you coming?"

"i dont know. i havent even packed my stuff

where you all going to anyway?

if too far then maybe have to fetch me there."

-pause. "yah go la. your outing more important."

(with a hell load of sarcasm)

"what the hell. you want me to go then jus say la?"

-silence.

packed stuff and,

"so you coming not?"

"aiya you all go luh.

already ready to leave and i also havent packed." (annoyed)

"okay."

boom, another bad start;

my fault again.

a little waiting didnt make everything better.

well, no hard feelings,

just that we had to wait for at least one and a half hours,

starved and did nothing.

cant blame her i guess.

well what's next.

oh didnt get to see marc,

cos didnt know which was him and

yea i guess the place was rather busy.

oh well.

watched harold and kumar which was seriously screwed up

upside down and inside out, i dont know.

the start was alright,

just plain dirty and dirtier,

with all the jokes and shit.

then it got boring with all the ridiculous shit happening to them ._.

well,

all in all,

it just talks about sex, sex, marijuana, sex, sex, and more marijuana.

and the gahmen isnt let off either,

for they were slammed like shit.

not that i disapprove of the show or what,

but yah, a bit too extreme.

fucking porno i swear,

hate it argh.

oh then halfway,

"where are you?"

"town. why? are we having dinner out?"

"yes, at joochiat."

"you wanna fetch me later? or i go down on my own after this?"

-phone rings.

"what are you doing now?"

"watching movie. so i come down after this?"

"what time your movie end?"

"around 6 or 7 i guess. so i go down after?"

(some stuff came in between, i forgot what.)

"you all on your way there or?"

"we're having dinner now,

finishing already."

"then i go for what? i come back after this okay, bye."

WHAT THE FUCK,

finishing already then call?

what the hell do you want from me?

why cant you jus fucking call when you guys jus decided

and are getting ready to go?

why cant you wait for a little longer then have dinner together?

and what,

dinner at 545pm?

what kind of a joke are you pulling?

so what, my fault again i suppose,

for not confirming anything.

now plans all ruined and mum's angrier than ever i guess.

okay fine,

so the movie didnt do any good.

everything ended,

left lido,

walked to look for tom amos and amaris,

then PIAK.

"chrys wait your jacket got bird shit!"

"what the fuck?"

-took off jacket,

saw the shit.

and what the hell it looked like chilli not digested.

coming from a bird?

hell yes, and it's damn sick.

so yea, another suay event jus occurred.

well, guess that's all that's unlucky for today.

pissed off and sick of everything.

at least i bought havis,

jus that it's green and some other people also has it,

and some of my friends know how i dislike that.

but apparently i was desperate, so yea.

reached home,

faced a black face from the matriarch,

had cup noodles,

and made my starving stomach feel worse.

at least we could talk a bit,

but then,

"she didnt eat?" (in hokkien)

"who cares, she has friends to eat with her."

what the hell did i do to you?

confirm plus chop,

im at fault for being out at 5 plus

and not being able to dine with you guys.

my fault for everything else.

i didnt even plan to have dinner that early.

and my fault for you guys not being able to wait a little longer.

well, thanks is all i can say for now.

no grudges beared but i jus cannot take it for today.

i am angry, yes, but what can i do right now.

hur.

oh well.

hugs please =/

Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 1:47 PM

update?

haha okay as requested.

nothing much happened i guess,

well, nothing much to post about actually.

havent got much to say,

and like, if you should know what happened,

then you should have already known what happened

during the past week haha.

have been slacking much,

finished illustrations for italian,

been training and not really feeling too good at the tummy area,

and well,

guess i had quite a lot of fun (:

touch rug was great.

havent ran so much since last time while playing around and stuff.

hahahaha.

training was good,

and i think one die we shall also die while doing it with them haha.

what else...

oh yea, i bought new brazilianos,

but of the wrong size =/

selling them off now,

after wearing them twice,

and after it bit me like crazy.

i bet i was barefooted more than while wearing slippers

on those two days haha.

buying new ones i guess,

and soon.

but, oh man, no money =/

seriously.

guess that's all?

haha idk,

cant remember what to say and all,

so yah.

okay, i need a hug like right now =/

Friday, May 2, 2008 @ 12:30 AM

why does everything have to happen?

well,

life's never easy,

never never never easy.

sometimes i hate it,

sometimes i love it.

guess all humans feel like that too?

guess all humans face the same things too?

oh how nice to have company.

and going on.