spare me, for this is pretty long.
started off the previous day,mum wasnt happy with my going out and stuff like that.
so, okay,
decided to get back before dinner to eat with the family.
yea decision made on my own,
but i didnt say a word;
equals, my fault.
woke up early the next day.
went to shower and wash up blah,
came out and,
"so you going with us?"
"whaaat?"
"he didnt tell you?"
"no, was bathing. why?"
"we're going out for breakfast."
"okay."
"so you coming?"
"i dont know. i havent even packed my stuff
where you all going to anyway?
if too far then maybe have to fetch me there."
-pause. "yah go la. your outing more important."
(with a hell load of sarcasm)
"what the hell. you want me to go then jus say la?"
-silence.
packed stuff and,
"so you coming not?"
"aiya you all go luh.
already ready to leave and i also havent packed." (annoyed)
"okay."
boom, another bad start;
my fault again.
a little waiting didnt make everything better.
well, no hard feelings,
just that we had to wait for at least one and a half hours,
starved and did nothing.
cant blame her i guess.
well what's next.
oh didnt get to see marc,
cos didnt know which was him and
yea i guess the place was rather busy.
oh well.
watched harold and kumar which was seriously screwed up
upside down and inside out, i dont know.
the start was alright,
just plain dirty and dirtier,
with all the jokes and shit.
then it got boring with all the ridiculous shit happening to them ._.
well,
all in all,
it just talks about sex, sex, marijuana, sex, sex, and more marijuana.
and the gahmen isnt let off either,
for they were slammed like shit.
not that i disapprove of the show or what,
but yah, a bit too extreme.
fucking porno i swear,
hate it argh.
oh then halfway,
"where are you?"
"town. why? are we having dinner out?"
"yes, at joochiat."
"you wanna fetch me later? or i go down on my own after this?"
-phone rings.
"what are you doing now?"
"watching movie. so i come down after this?"
"what time your movie end?"
"around 6 or 7 i guess. so i go down after?"
(some stuff came in between, i forgot what.)
"you all on your way there or?"
"we're having dinner now,
finishing already."
"then i go for what? i come back after this okay, bye."
WHAT THE FUCK,
finishing already then call?
what the hell do you want from me?
why cant you jus fucking call when you guys jus decided
and are getting ready to go?
why cant you wait for a little longer then have dinner together?
and what,
dinner at 545pm?
what kind of a joke are you pulling?
so what, my fault again i suppose,
for not confirming anything.
now plans all ruined and mum's angrier than ever i guess.
okay fine,
so the movie didnt do any good.
everything ended,
left lido,
walked to look for tom amos and amaris,
then PIAK.
"chrys wait your jacket got bird shit!"
"what the fuck?"
-took off jacket,
saw the shit.
and what the hell it looked like chilli not digested.
coming from a bird?
hell yes, and it's damn sick.
so yea, another suay event jus occurred.
well, guess that's all that's unlucky for today.
pissed off and sick of everything.
at least i bought havis,
jus that it's green and some other people also has it,
and some of my friends know how i dislike that.
but apparently i was desperate, so yea.
reached home,
faced a black face from the matriarch,
had cup noodles,
and made my starving stomach feel worse.
at least we could talk a bit,
but then,
"she didnt eat?" (in hokkien)
"who cares, she has friends to eat with her."
what the hell did i do to you?
confirm plus chop,
im at fault for being out at 5 plus
and not being able to dine with you guys.
my fault for everything else.
i didnt even plan to have dinner that early.
and my fault for you guys not being able to wait a little longer.
well, thanks is all i can say for now.
no grudges beared but i jus cannot take it for today.
i am angry, yes, but what can i do right now.
hur.
oh well.
hugs please =/
and going on.