kandiII

too last minute/

2008-07-31T14:37:00.002+08:00

to anybody:

just so you know, i've moved.

byeee!

2008-07-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

suddenly,

i feel like i got nothing to do?

anime-ing right now,

on d. gray man.

cool shit actually haha,

cos the action never seems to end.

past few days have been pretty fruitful,

cos did many stuff

like finish editing the photos i was assigned to! :D

also bought a typo book,

which i think is damn cooooool :D

and well, got to know and understand some friends more,

and though everything wasnt jus all fun,

it was all worth it (:

hope you guys are fine (:

and please get more rest. haha.

school tomorrow,

hopefully can finish shooting

("PEWPEWPEW!"),

then go for everything else after that,

hope wont get too exhausted after training too haha

honestly, dont know what to blog about.

bahhhh ><

i decided to post today...

2008-07-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

cos i thought that it'd been a long time since i blogged?

hahahaha.

and well,

lots of sleep was lost in the past two weeks

while rushing for deadlines and deadlines and more deadlines.

oh man it was so horrible that

i got so cranky one (or maybe two?) days,

and cursed and swore almost the whole day.

printing was horrible cos we starved at the print shop for at least four hours,

while trying to get our stuff printed correctly,

and also to cut our cards right.

one good thing was that we didnt print in xorex,

if not (well, most probably) there will probably be a huge jam

and we couldnt even print on time for class.

and our cards would probably turn out horrible

cos the auntie (or xiao jie) wont even bother to align properly for us, CONFIRM.

in the end,

some of us didnt even get to hand in our stuff;

"your box too big and flimsy eh, you want to do a new one? make the width smaller.

then you hand in on monday by twelve."

KNN THEN I RUSH ONE WHOLE MORNING FOR FUCK.

lol okay anyways,

alls done and it was certainly better hahahaha.

oh oh oh sidetrack:

mummy jus gave me another fifty bucks on top of pocket money haahha :D

and YAY NO MORE STORYTELLING AND WAHIDAHHH AHAHAHA.

so shiok.

though felt really great that the full story was finished successfully.

it was like seven pages long after printing?

hahahah.

DYB was great, hahaha though editing photos are so torturous

and you could fall asleep anytime while clearing pimples

off someone's face.

hahaha and it occurred to me not only once but a lot of times.

i also slept while standing in a bus!

held the railing thing, and closed my eyes then...

WHOA, almost fell, cos the legs jus go soft and wobbly.

having studio lighting and packaging now.

hope it wouldnt be too taxing.

DSC subcomm recruitment drive this whole week,

AGMs to attend,

training sessions to go for,

nationals on 19th and 20th july (which is soon!),

IKEA "outing" next week,

foosball table to be transported to lounge on 12th july,

lots of stuff to be brought to Salvation Army on the same day,

oh what else what else?

uhm movie watching soon i guess :D

and outings and whatnot. lol.

another sidetrack:

HAHAHAHAH WHAT WYNCY JUS SENT ME WAS DAMN FUNNY HAHAHHA OMG

I CANT STOP LAUGHING NOWW HAHAHHAHAHA.

im still tired.

lol.

oh well.

update/

2008-06-23T01:54:00.002+08:00

im done with storytelling's draft one finally,

and with templates for my new postcards for prepress,

and im officially hungry after eating only ONE meal today.

woo.

tomorrow:

lunch at ? ,

dyb at one,

training at six,

consultation at eight forty five.

whole school's coming back to cramp up the buses and canteens.

hate the crowd yet like the feeling of having people around all at the same time.

this sucks =/

things to say.

2008-06-19T23:48:00.002+08:00

i dont know why,

i always feel like im free and sigh-free when i listen to the song on nehneh's blog.

hahaha totally random, but yea.

fiona can i have it please? (:

and hope you cheer up please! and not really, i dont think my problems are affecting me as much as yours do you, but yea (: love you deep.

and, im really sick and tired of this whole state we're in. when the hell is it going to end? we know we're both being stubborn and all, but i really see no point in me making the first move anymore, ever since that very week you took me for granted over and over again, and never apologized. im not emotionless you know, and there's limits to my toleration level.

and hahaha, tauhuay please, though it wasnt my craving at the very start. but since the three of us agreed, then, please!

and, you havent told me why you left TP for nafa! or was it laselle? i miss you babe, and hope all's cool with jen (: please please contact us so that we can hang out soon. we can even drag dom out, *grins.

sidetrack: im playing the song over and over again. wee.

backtrack:

and, i think i should start doing work after i shit, so that i can sleep earlier ><

kthxbye.

killing time SLASHES CLOCK

2008-06-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

hahaha okay, so i got tagged by hakim AND fiona. so i shall do it?

and well, i really should take the time off to do

rubbish like this sometimes, so yea (:

here goes nothing!

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- hahaha slap him and walk off. Or just stare at her, and have a trash talk, and end everything. and will definitely feel depressed or something, i guess.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- UH. i agree with fiona: do they even come true? if so, i'd want to live life without worries and doing what i like.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
- *pauses* who says im getting married?

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- a bit, yes.

#5. what’s your ideal lover like?
- HM. nice, understanding, and someone who can trust in me.

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- i dont know?

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- that depends.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- forget him/her? i mean, what can you do. i'd choose to have him/her stay happy with the other.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- well, there is. but i dont think i should say it cos it's pretty much pointless. damn sick of it already honestly.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
- not really. BAH. but it kills time.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- i dont know. slogging my heart out?

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- family and friends (:

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- SIAO. haha! both are nice people, so yea (: love them many many.

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- uh anything will do i guess, as long as there is still happiness.

.#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
- check time on phone.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- depends on who it is, and when it is.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- falling in love with two at one go might not even come true for me haha.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
- trustworthy, and those whom you really can talk to. funky people are fun to be around too (:

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- those who never know when to stop annoying you. and sometimes petty ones.

Tagged by: FIONA AND HAKIM!

8 people: ISSAC, YOLANDE (if you read this haha), GIDEON? , EDWIN SIA, ASHELY, JEM (franco jem, lol), JONATHAN (also from franco), FONG LINA :D

damn random i know, but hahahah.

saddened

2008-06-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

today's been a rather moody day.

my brain's like on and off now and then,

and i really cant think properly.

my sleep time is all screwed,

so is my eating time.

and this feeling suck so bad that im exhausted already.

plus,

i know it's silly,

but i lost my eraser which was with me for like 8 years.

EIGHT FREAKING YEARS OKAY.

i cant remember who i lent it too,

so yea.

chrystal is officially sad cos of this stick eraser for

it holds memories too many to count.

also,

condolences to the family of Clifton Lam,

Exco of TPSU of AY 0607,

FA of Zilra of AY 0708,

friend, brother and confidante to many.

you definitely left a huge impact on TPSU,

and though i didnt know who you were,

your name was always mentioned in the lounge,

and that simply showed how huge an impact

you had left in all of the people of SU's hearts.

may you find everlasting peace within,

and though you wont be back anytime soon,

im sure everyone would be missing you

and pray for you.

2008-06-12T02:12:00.003+08:00

KUNGU PANDA WAS THE SHIT.

made all of us burst out laughing almost throughout.

really loved the time we had in that theater,

though we were at the front row and had to strain our necks like shit.

and well, i just thought that i should probably write this down:

most of us dont know how great it is to have such good friends

only when you start to lose their touch and their presence.

sometimes we take for granted who we actually have around us,

and never really said "thank you" nor "i love you" to them,

just for their presence and that they had made your day

just with the smiles on their faces.

perhaps im wrong,

but i dont know and neither do i know why.

and now i feel that i really should make a loud shout out

to those who have been there for me (or whatever),

and tell them that i really appreciate everything and

that im sorry i cannot cater to so many people at one go,

for it isnt easy to deal with so many hearts

and so many different people.

who reads this is no matter, but yea,

at least it's made known.

i love you guys (:

for you are who you've made me into right now.

well, also not forgetting the family, *grins.

but yea, we know how all of us are like

even without much dramatic stunts of affection (:

(:

2008-06-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

nothing much to say,

just that got caught in this huge rain after dinner.

and i really wasnt myself while eating,

for no reason.

and i dont like this kinda feeling.

almost everything/

2008-06-03T00:04:00.002+08:00

suddenly there's so many things to do,

and after the first day of school,

i feel rather...

happy haha.

prepress or whatever it's called,

seems interesting but the lecture is seriously boring.

fell asleep during the first half of the lesson,

cos it was like,

PURE lecture about

communicating properly with clients when during printing

cos there might be errors and stuff like that

and correcting everything equals having to reprint

which is very costly.

and that singapore is very ngiao when wanting to have things printed,

they want everything at the lowest cost price possible.

then there's also this about printing orange,

it's better to use pantone orange 35M and 100Y.

hahahah yes i remember the numbers,

dont ask me why.

and there's this emboss and deboss thing,

and omg what's that shiny shiny gloss like printing called again?

oh well.

all in all, printing is EXPENSIVE and have to be very PRECISE.

uh then there's creative storytelling.

not too bad for a first day i guess.

haha.

had to self intro,

and like there were quite funny comments

about some of our classmates,

which i cant really recall now haha.

but i DO remember everyone going all,

"OMG!" and "ahhh!"

when desiree tried to turn her feet at an angle of about 270 degrees.

hahahahahah.

then watched this video which i thought wasnt so bad?

now we have to write short stories,

or whatnot everyday,

like informal journals on whatever you want to write about haha.

really random but i think it's pretty fun. (:

went for prata for dinner after class,

LIKE PRATA AFTER CRAVING FOR SO LONG PLEASE :D

amos was being annoying insisting

that he wanted to eat at techno or habibi's at all cost.

like wait to make orders with an empty stomach will die like that,

not as if the people there wont come over,

and not as if the people there walk like damn fast,

and we want them to come then they WILL come.

BAH.

pissed off ah,

not by the uncles but by him.

well at least after dinner all was well,

and haha happy cos i FINALLY had my tissue prata :D

okay now i feel weird,

typing almost everything that happened today.

hahaha.

elections/

2008-05-31T01:29:00.002+08:00

results are out.

many hugs received,

shook many hands,

congratulated many,

got congratulated by many.

results were shocking and oh-so-exciting,

and well,

many thanks to all who took their time

to actually come back to school jus to vote.

love you all to bits like seriously.

cant thank everyone enough,

but yea, thanks thanks thanks (:

and thanks to the seniors for the support.

thanks to amos and issac hahaha

cos yah lah omg best friends, we rock socks yo.

thanks to the rest who encouraged and really talked sense into me,

and to the team mates, please believe in me,

like really really.

love you all madly (:

soooo,

new AY's here,

hope everything goes smoothly.

tomorrow's first meeting;

start of a hectic year,

start of a heavy responsibility to hold,

start of burdens to bear,

start of more sleepless nights,

start of more meetings in 03-10? haha

start of so many new things that i cant even think of right now.

honestly,

when i heard of the number of votes i got,

my heart jus sank.

not that i didnt get president or what,

cos i really didnt want that,

but it just seemed heavy,

cos like something huge jus seemed to press on me.

the thought of having huge responsibilities jus came crashing into me.

is that how the rest feels too?

or is it just me?

maybe it's cos it's our first times,

and the feeling of excitement is too overwhelming,

partly caused by the whole atmosphere in the lounge.

but i dont know,

im excited,

but the feeling's jus strange.

oh well.

dont know how to explain it,

but i could tell that it's like

the sense of having to bear huge burdens soon,

or very much soon starting tomorrow.

it's a new dawn, it's a new day, and i'd like to see a new light of hope.

will tomorrow be different or just the same?

2008-05-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

well,

today's a great day,

finished sam's adv in like three hours

which was more efficient than usual.

maybe next time i should jus focus more

and not watch movies or anime while doing work hahaha ><

woke up at a jus nice time too,

which explained to myself

why i didnt fall asleep on the bus on the way back from town (:

narnia was cooooooool shiiiiiiit yooooo.

with jokes like,

"we could collect nuts!" "and yea, throw them at the soldiers!" ._.

hahahahah seriously, the squirrel was cute woo.

so is the wooly bear and haha all the rest.

and i dont know if you'd read this but,

thanks marc!

you full-of-shit guy please go clear your bowels soon

HAHAHHAH, kidding.

anyways, back to training tomorrow.

gonna row, swim then go for elections results

then probably out with fiona and the rest? :D

cant wait :D

cant wait for saturday; havaianas!

though they are a waste of money but oh well,

most humans are materialistic :D

and cant wait for tomorrow;

not really worried for the results,

jus want to know how's the outcome like

and of course how the night will be like tomorrow.

i want my tauhuay please!

oh yea went swimming yesterday.

result wasnt as good as the previous friday though,

should do better tomorrow, hm.

slacked the whole day?

haha and stoned now and then thinking bout the ad

(well at least it's completed).

and oh yea,

heard that issac's and amos's posters

were slashed at the lift lobby board facing the toilets.

the feeling sucks cos like,

why wasnt mine slashed too?

and,

slashing posters very fun meh.

amos was like saying maybe mine will be next,.

sounding like some final destination character going to die or something haha.

but yea,

today's already the last day,

i bet you guys have had enough fun

testing the sharpness of your blades and all,

or whatever the reason you silly people slash

and poke holes into posters for.

i guess every year's the same,

there would be people going around vandalising posters,

but what can we do?

oh well.

to all the people who placed their votes,

i believe they've made the right choice

cos everyone knew what they were doing,

so yea thanks for taking the time to go down

to the yellow building to place votes (:

i wonder why im talking bout all these,

but hahahah,

im bored and stoning again.

nothing else now i guess,

so ciao (:

posters yo!

2008-05-26T04:17:00.009+08:00

i dont know if anyone would read this, but

lol though it's huge but yes yes PLEASE vote for yvonne :D

and gideon

and everybody else like

tat yi, john, geraldine, brandon, adrian, claudine, kah yuen, chris :D

OF COURSE NOT FORGETTING AMOS, ISSAC, AND ME :DDD

random/

2008-05-24T19:27:00.000+08:00

i want to dye my hair,

but i cannot =/

i want to draw something,

but im lazy and tired =/

i want to have some cheesecake,

anybody?

i want uhm.

i dont know.

okay bye.

2008-05-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

the 25km row was hell today.

but seeing how the juniors capsized like nobody's business

and them having to row around in their submarines

really perked me up.

hahaha.

it's like,

when we were new,

we also did stuff like that;

filling our boats with water and be able to not capsize like officially.

but we did more stuff,

but so what?

i guess everything was pretty worth it haha (:

one more week till end of holidays!

and another one more week till the start

of the rest of the school's holidays ._.

haha yay design canteen shall be solely OURS :D

but oh well,

wont be seeing the rest of the school,

which is definitely damn weird.

oh well.

back (:

2008-05-22T11:37:00.000+08:00

feeling exhausted - yet again.

felt almost like the other time after the camp and during the PA race.

haha almost died relying on Red Bull all day.

want to sleep but,

oh hell?

training later?

hahaha happy new year chrys.

even supposed to go swimming yesterday but couldnt make myself do it.

slept so little till i took

at least two hours to get my clear mind back

yesterday morning. lol.

chalet was fun,

hahah yea really.

just that it gets really cold at night and we'll all hear each other's teeth chattering.

hahahaha, okay well maybe it's just mine ._.

and i realised that i probably should have slept upstairs

instead last night where there was a nice bed waiting for me :D

haha but oh well,

slept downstairs with wyncy on the floor in the end haha.

headache from last night still hurts right now,

but i was quite amazed

that i could still give ying right directions

to the third storey chalet room from the carpark

when i was high hahaha.

then i was like talking normally,

okay maybe a bit louder,

but yea, the whole attitude towards things and whatnot still the same i guess.

drinking game was fun,

just that we probably started it in a wrong way

by drinking vodka on the rocks.

hahaha omg it burns ah.

tif was so high that she was almost like issac the previous night,

and who else...

actually most of us were high hahaha.

but yea, all was entertaining.

kc kept laughing saying that tif was entertaining,

and david and fiona kept threatening her with

her worst fear - peanuts.

so fun :D

oh and WOW,

so many people turned up that apparently there wasnt enough finger food for all o.o

but at least we were able to cover all our costs haha.

i guess everyone enjoyed the bbq

and went home happy.

for the rest who supported Man U,

haha congrats?

actually, there's really much much more to be talking about,

but i cant be bothered to continue typing so much,

given that im pretty tired already haha.

hope i can remember all the times spent there haha (:

thanks to all that made the chalet possible and woo,

you guys rock.

okay, design rocks :D

love love love.

worse day ever?

2008-05-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

spare me, for this is pretty long.

started off the previous day,

mum wasnt happy with my going out and stuff like that.

so, okay,

decided to get back before dinner to eat with the family.

yea decision made on my own,

but i didnt say a word;

equals, my fault.

woke up early the next day.

went to shower and wash up blah,

came out and,

"so you going with us?"

"whaaat?"

"he didnt tell you?"

"no, was bathing. why?"

"we're going out for breakfast."

"okay."

"so you coming?"

"i dont know. i havent even packed my stuff

where you all going to anyway?

if too far then maybe have to fetch me there."

-pause. "yah go la. your outing more important."

(with a hell load of sarcasm)

"what the hell. you want me to go then jus say la?"

-silence.

packed stuff and,

"so you coming not?"

"aiya you all go luh.

already ready to leave and i also havent packed." (annoyed)

"okay."

boom, another bad start;

my fault again.

a little waiting didnt make everything better.

well, no hard feelings,

just that we had to wait for at least one and a half hours,

starved and did nothing.

cant blame her i guess.

well what's next.

oh didnt get to see marc,

cos didnt know which was him and

yea i guess the place was rather busy.

oh well.

watched harold and kumar which was seriously screwed up

upside down and inside out, i dont know.

the start was alright,

just plain dirty and dirtier,

with all the jokes and shit.

then it got boring with all the ridiculous shit happening to them ._.

well,

all in all,

it just talks about sex, sex, marijuana, sex, sex, and more marijuana.

and the gahmen isnt let off either,

for they were slammed like shit.

not that i disapprove of the show or what,

but yah, a bit too extreme.

fucking porno i swear,

hate it argh.

oh then halfway,

"where are you?"

"town. why? are we having dinner out?"

"yes, at joochiat."

"you wanna fetch me later? or i go down on my own after this?"

-phone rings.

"what are you doing now?"

"watching movie. so i come down after this?"

"what time your movie end?"

"around 6 or 7 i guess. so i go down after?"

(some stuff came in between, i forgot what.)

"you all on your way there or?"

"we're having dinner now,

finishing already."

"then i go for what? i come back after this okay, bye."

WHAT THE FUCK,

finishing already then call?

what the hell do you want from me?

why cant you jus fucking call when you guys jus decided

and are getting ready to go?

why cant you wait for a little longer then have dinner together?

and what,

dinner at 545pm?

what kind of a joke are you pulling?

so what, my fault again i suppose,

for not confirming anything.

now plans all ruined and mum's angrier than ever i guess.

okay fine,

so the movie didnt do any good.

everything ended,

left lido,

walked to look for tom amos and amaris,

then PIAK.

"chrys wait your jacket got bird shit!"

"what the fuck?"

-took off jacket,

saw the shit.

and what the hell it looked like chilli not digested.

coming from a bird?

hell yes, and it's damn sick.

so yea, another suay event jus occurred.

well, guess that's all that's unlucky for today.

pissed off and sick of everything.

at least i bought havis,

jus that it's green and some other people also has it,

and some of my friends know how i dislike that.

but apparently i was desperate, so yea.

reached home,

faced a black face from the matriarch,

had cup noodles,

and made my starving stomach feel worse.

at least we could talk a bit,

but then,

"she didnt eat?" (in hokkien)

"who cares, she has friends to eat with her."

what the hell did i do to you?

confirm plus chop,

im at fault for being out at 5 plus

and not being able to dine with you guys.

my fault for everything else.

i didnt even plan to have dinner that early.

and my fault for you guys not being able to wait a little longer.

well, thanks is all i can say for now.

no grudges beared but i jus cannot take it for today.

i am angry, yes, but what can i do right now.

hur.

oh well.

hugs please =/

update?

2008-05-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

haha okay as requested.

nothing much happened i guess,

well, nothing much to post about actually.

havent got much to say,

and like, if you should know what happened,

then you should have already known what happened

during the past week haha.

have been slacking much,

finished illustrations for italian,

been training and not really feeling too good at the tummy area,

and well,

guess i had quite a lot of fun (:

touch rug was great.

havent ran so much since last time while playing around and stuff.

hahahaha.

training was good,

and i think one die we shall also die while doing it with them haha.

what else...

oh yea, i bought new brazilianos,

but of the wrong size =/

selling them off now,

after wearing them twice,

and after it bit me like crazy.

i bet i was barefooted more than while wearing slippers

on those two days haha.

buying new ones i guess,

and soon.

but, oh man, no money =/

seriously.

guess that's all?

haha idk,

cant remember what to say and all,

so yah.

okay, i need a hug like right now =/

2008-05-02T00:30:00.001+08:00

why does everything have to happen?

well,

life's never easy,

never never never easy.

sometimes i hate it,

sometimes i love it.

guess all humans feel like that too?

guess all humans face the same things too?

oh how nice to have company.

random/

2008-04-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

agreeing with amos,

i really do feel weird when walking

around the school and seeing so many unfamiliar faces,

instead of the usuals we see now and then.

the year threes are leaving and boy,

do we miss them.

sigh sigh sigh.

good thing is that they still come back often!

to listen to our nonsense and fool around with us.

haha okay i have no idea what' this post about,

but im just really scared of the new year ahead.

like, in another one AY,

we'll all be year threes.

and we'll be leaving school for the world and more friends.

o m g i dont wanna grow old so quickly.

i wanna like stay like this longer.

the people, the company, the things we do,

they are all unbelievable and unforgettable.

and well,

i cant believe that i've actually missed out

on a lot of things in design school,

with other design students.

not forgetting those from both the FOs i attended.

well,

what to do,

commitments are there and always there,

obstructing ways and requiring sacrifice.

well, at least there's always next times haha (:

eh eh eh omg i wanted to say so much stuff but now idk what to say ><

oh canoe recruitment was great,

for the guys only for they are a tough batch.

the girls were quite a disappointment,

cos not many who signed up turned up.

aww man,

hope to get more next yearrrr (:

update update!

2008-04-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

i realised,
that i havent been blogging since FO started omg.
many things happened,
like many many, hill loads or whatever,
and yah,
it's just damn eventful la haha.

mum's birthday was great,
went on the singapore flyer and WHOA
the view up there is AWESOME!
wouldnt mind going up there again,
but i'd prefer seeing the sunset or sunrise haha.

and FO could just blast all of us away.
i admit that i cried,
cos not only did fyrhto get first in FOW,
our seniors and fellow empire-mates
are leaving TP like real soon.
the whole feeling was jus overwhelming la,
then tears just came out pretty slowly.
wasnt a lot,
cos it was weird,
like tears of joy and sadness kind.
ah you get my drift.
the next time was during FOC,
when we were like last then finally THIRD on the LAST day.
omg we jumped like siao and were so happy,
all of us!
all the freshies were great,
and woo,
every camp has their own unique feeling to them,
and they feel oh-so-great jus by looking at the contented faces of everyone (:
there's so much more to say,
and so many people to thank,
but i think i'll keep it short by saying,
"HEY FYRHTO!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!" (:

DOC was great too.

like first time being in maincomm and seeing thru all the things

that the maincomm-ers are supposed to do.

holding and organising a camp isnt easy at all.

but by the end of the day,

we feel so damn achieved and glad that everyone enjoyed themselves so much.

the feeling wasnt as great as being a Peer Leader last time in Damai,

cos it was of a smaller scale and we had a lot of help from our teacher.

but the feeling of closeness among all the main comm-ers this camp

and all the PL camps last time are so similar

that im starting to miss my secondary school mates all over again.

of course we'll be missing those graduating seniors too,

for i mean, they drive us to be our best and help us so much here and there,

and are totally indispensible.

their company is just great, not only entertaining (tsk tsk),

and also well what's that called,

you can get a hell load of advice from them about school and whatnot?

really hope they'd come back to see us,

cos it definitely feels weird not being able to see familiar faces as often again.

and being a year 2 is like, huh, are you serious.

i look year two already last year,

after these DB people refused to give me their flyer after saying,

"i dont think you're a freshie right?"

and then telling my friends at the same canteen table that DB orientation is when when when -.-

hahaha okay digressed.

OH YAH,

Franco also rocked!

like awesome, oh wow, like totally freaked me out,

i mean right on...

okay well haha.

Franco was like woo, whoa, hahaha hilarious.

the gls were awesome,

and definitely very very exhausted by the end of the day.

but they did a really good job making the freshies all so high and pretty bonded (:

the freshies were great too,

esp on the last day where they jus exploded and WOOOOOO,

were so so so hyped up during regatta.

design shower was awesome too,

like you got to see each and every one of their innocent and oblivious faces

then it started to rain indoors.

the freshies were totally sporting,

and i guess all of them got soaked?

hahaha it was a great view and totally exciting,

and i dont think anyone can ever forget that. (:

jus to sum it all up again,

LOVE FRANCO, LOVE MAINCOMM, LOVE DOC, LOVE DESIGN LIKE CRAZY.

PA race that weekend straight after DOC was cool too,

though i had to chiong cans of redbull to keep awake,

okay maybe not only me cos all of us really needed the energy.

was damn happy that we got into semis on our k2,

but im so sorry that we capsized on the most impt race the next day =/

and, i really want to improve more when training resumes again,

cos now it's like,

no more camps and much commitments,

jus school and cca, school and cca.

shouldnt be much of a problem right?

though i'd really like to run for DSC maincomm,

but i dont know... sight.

AH ANYWAY,

yes i'd like to improve a hell lot more haha.

cos so what if i cant run as much yet?

im still workable and useful (:

CHEERS TO CANOE!

and hope we can recruit enough passionate and strong willed people (:

i guess that's all for now.

and photos are all on other blogs,

like fyrhto's and franco's.

okay maybe i dont appear much but hahaha so what? :D

the rest are there, that's all that matters (:

im glad actually,

to have attended camp and gotten to work with so many wonderful people.

and yes, in order to want to do something,

another thing at hand has to be sacrificed.

im sorry i had to sacrifice canoe for a bit,

but i think,

next time if there's camp again,

i'll jus take some time off halfway to attend training and stuff (:

wee rock on chrystal, you can do it,

jus like how you pulled thru last year (:

back from camp

2008-04-01T09:30:00.000+08:00

haha okay, last night was shiok.
slept for bout...
fifteen hours?
haha feel great now :D

anyways,
camp was fun :D
franco rocks my socks until all got holes!
hahahahaha.
everyone was funfunfunfun :D
and great la haha.
really learnt a lot,
not only from yijie but also from everybody else,
i guess.
cant feel it but experienced it all haha.
though not enough sleep,
we were still like high high into the sky i swear.
haha.
and the 3-10 room was freaking cooooool,
though cold like siao.
and i got no sleeping bagggg ><
so keep waking up in the middle of sleep.

really dont know what to say about camp.
cos almost everything was so cool and awesome haha.
though we scurry around sometimes and things happen unexpectedly,
everything was good,
and i bet everyone had fun (:

well well.
yolandeeeee,
happy not,
i blogged for you lei.
hahahaha :D
i know i havent blogged in a very long time,
but hahaha, lazy ah.
and, always think of things then forget so in the end also forgot what to blog about ><
sorry la.
haha.

hoping to go out later,
after dinner.
so yeah, see how haha.

HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSS

2008-03-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHHA YES FINALLY SCHOOL'S OUT AND HOLS ARE INNNN :D
but it feels different, cos of this and that.
and i cant go for training which is damn weird, like,
im so free? OMG ULTRA WEIRD.

finishing a block never felt so good,
cos we dont have to see KL anymoreeeeeeeee,
well i hope.
hahahah cos he's damn #$%^&(*(@%$^&%∆.
and good thing i wanna take illustration.
and we dont have to do journal anymore for historyyyyy,
also struggling for group proj after that haha.
but, after this holidays we're gonna be year twos already?
OMG SO FASTTTTTT ><
though people say i look like a year 2 but hello,
i dont wanna get to year 2 so fast eh...
but it's been a fruitful year i guess haha.

and DOTC and FOWC and DOC is coming soooooon! :D
get set and go go go!
hehehhe.

haha anyway, jus watched Rule #1 with boyfriend.
eh i think scary lei haha,
to a certain extent.
though i thought that him buying back a television set
for the old grandma was damn sweet haha.
the sounds for the whole movie was too loud,
maybe that's why i got scared.
hahahahhahah! ><

cakes were cool too,
so was NYNY.
hahahaha though i really burnt a hole in my pocket.
but oh well,
all's worth haha :D

and YOL!
WWW WHEN OMG.
IDK CAN OR NOT EH! ><
hope i can make ittttt lol.

in a feel-good-mood

2008-03-15T03:43:00.000+08:00

my sister's been getting a lot of calls almost everyday.
cos her friends call her like even when she had cca in school,
and both days i was home and they called a few times (not just once!),
then i have to hop out of my room to receive the call.
and since im only home for that few hours in the morning.
i figured that they most probably call too in the afternoon when im not around.
hrmmm.
she's getting popular i guess,
and she has rich friends who use their mobile phones to call o.o
and now im wondering:
why did she even ask me about
how to make friends on her first week of sec1 in the first place?
lol weird.

anyway,
my ulcer is gone gone gone!
and ya, can eat better haha.
and i cant wait for monday,
cos i'd be relieved of what i have to use now,
and also can celebrate boyfriend's birthday
at peng ghee's chalet with the rest of the team! :D
of course not forgetting desmond's birthday which is pretty near bf's.
haha :P
school's been pretty slack i guess.
so without this i could've slept better.
oh well.

almost finished with taking photos,
jus gonna shoot and shoot and shoot more this weekend.
PEW PEW PEW.
then edit, then print, then mount, then buy file, lol omg.
okay maybe im not almost done.
history's going well too, cos im almost finished with my journal already.
jus left with two more entries and pictures to make it better for kj.
then there's group project which we'd be doing later (:
hope to finish it too heh.

okay going to get ready for school now.
anyone can lend me a camera jus for this weekend please?
><

what!

2008-03-11T14:20:00.000+08:00

i feel bad but,
please stop asking me what happened?
cos, damn sian ah i swear.
i step into class only and get bombarded with questions,
and get looks that go, "WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOU???!"
haha im fine, but everything is classified still :D
thanks though!

and of course to bf who was there most of the time :D
ad yol for the sunflowerrrrr. :D
LOVES ^^

YAY YAY KL APPROVES OF MY GRANDMA SHOTS LOL.
hehe means it'll all be easier and all,
no needa move around too much too.
and haha hope i pass,
cos i kept having this gut feeling that i'll jus die or something ><
damn depressing.

ah anyways,
i cant wait for the hols,
which is in one and a half more weeks' time, so YES!
I CANT WAIT :D

2008-03-06T12:13:00.000+08:00

crying my heart out maybe isnt a really good thing to do right now,
and it's probably a waste of time.
and maybe i really should have jus ran away and hid,
or maybe jus get kidnapped by some random person while so far back,
or even get chased by cats we saw on the way,
or whatnot.
you wouldnt even know,
would you?
nah i dont think so.
you only turned back when the cats meowed at you,
and when you've reached near the stairs
and it's time to return my bag.
oh well,
think im ridiculous all you want,
and think it's unfair for you all you want.
not a word was heard,
not a slightest hint was made,
not a single look of regret was found.
maybe it's all me,
being selfish and unthoughtful and whatever.
and it's like a crime jus being myself all the time,
of which you dont seem to appreciate much thus want me to change.

fucking mood swings these two days ah,
i swear im fucking angry with myself right now.

FUN!

2008-03-02T00:34:00.000+08:00

today and yesterday night was jus kick-ass-awesome.

did k2 with sam today,

omg shiokkkkk.

though we were a bit unbalanced here and there,

it was damn fun haha.

and we had to swim twice,

cos of capsize during the run-downs

with SA girls and guys haha.

then then then there was once

where we went to the rescue of the C2!

okay it wasnt a c2 but a c1 haha.

but cos waikit was so light,

the c1 could support both raymond and waikit.

jus that,

halfway through and so freaking far out,

waikit fell off,

tried to self rescue but it resulted in

the c1 catching water and raymond fell off too.

haha hilarious.

then they held onto our k2 and went back up on their c1,

jus that they had to get back to shore super fast

cos it was kinda like going to sink LOL.

well a lot of stuff happened,

and haha i jus cant seem to remember all of a sudden.

but,

tomorrow is coach's birthday!

oh wait,

it's now lol.

so yah, happy birthday coach!

oh oh and boyfriend jus drove his instructor

and me jus now haha.

drove from here to town and went a few rounds,

then all the way to clementi,

and backkkkkk onto the highways.

then tried to go into KPE,

but missed that particular ONE LANE!

hahahahaha

but went down straight to kallang macs anyway.

and sent us all home after that lol.

was pretty fun,

though i would like it a wee bit faster,

but oh no wait cant, cos he's still on triangle plate

later kena fine ><

haha yay boyfriend rockkkks.

yesterday was fun too.

amanda got drunk,

and almost couldnt walk straight until she drank loads of water.

then jasmine had to drink a lot cos she was slow in some of the penalties

in the card game that we were drinking haha.

wuchong was controlling hard,

and haha, he looked a bt gong-ed too though.

christian came late,

meaning he didnt have much, but oh well.

then the few of us were high too haha.

emmanuel was laughing incontrollably,

while jo was trying to calm him down.

sherwin sang and sang,

then i sang along with him when i knew the words lol.

benji was cool still, but also a bit gong-ed.

and he was like for me to lean one haha!

so after blackberry's was eskibar,

which is cold still,

lol and i dont know why i felt so cold.

after that was macs!

where benji and i chionged,

okay not chiong, but

we ate like 20 pieces of nuggets hahaha.

the rest had burgers and such though.

then we started to crack jokes,

say funny stuff,

do funny stuff and omg,

it was jus so so fun ahaha.

then i had to leave,

then all of us left for the bus stop,

and i missed my bus cos apparently

the bus driver doesnt know that

EUNOS LINK is where JALAN EUNOS is.

okay la i didnt know about jalan eunos,

hahah then didnt board it =/

took the next one instead,

with christian haha.

then i saw STEPPHHHHH,

and carissa.

haha small world huh.

oh and before we boarded the bus,

we saw christine on another!

and i was like waving and jumping outside the bus

to attract her attention,

which worked and saved me from being too unglam :D

haha reached home and got too dead beat to do anything else.

like jus, crashhhh, sleep.

haha :D

oh man i love them to bits now,

so funnnnnn :D

of course there was more,

but im too tired to blog further.

:D :D :D :D :D

><

2008-03-01T04:25:00.000+08:00

whalau dont know why cant upload the pictures
which i submitted for little india -.-
SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
and hungry haha.

lol blabbers

2008-02-29T14:51:00.000+08:00

haha.
still, i think that Kj seems like he's from Laos
or something when he says "sing-a-pore".
hahhaaha.
then he was wearing this three crosses,
and they were like from mini to huge.
haha!
we were even thinking of whether he had
plenty of them so that he could wear to school a
different one each day haha.
and and and there's also this Otto Wanker (Wagner) guy,
which Christian came up with hahahaha.
even sounds like Auto Wanker LOL.
the few of us jus burst out laughing
and Kj probably thought that we were loonies at that time haha.
though there was a lot more out-of-nowhere jokes we had in class,
i shall stop. haha.

Kl was shit ah i swear.
lol he gave me such a difficult picture for me to tell
the aperture and shutter speed
and also where to do the metering to get the exact same image,
and i was totally stumped.
i got 1 upon 3 though haha,
when he could have at least gave me another point when i said,
"take the metering from newspaper?"
and his answer was,
"i'd rather you take from a newspaper not from in the image you see."
whalau, he was able to accept other people's close answers but not mine -.-
then there were like green bowls in the image,
where they seemed like balls LOL.
and newspapers AND cloth
which seemed like BLACK CLOTH.
hahahhaha the image was so underexposed that it was difficult to tell.
and seriously, Amos deserved to be slapped
cos Kl heard one of his answers wrongly,
and thought that what he said was the correct answer,
then he got a free one mark -.-
good thing we're all such good friends,
or we would have exposed him. HEH.
and his picture was easy omg.

well yesterday was even better,
though it was rather tiring,
for we had to get out and about under the scorching sun
to take 40 shots of Little India within about only an hour or so.
so we chionged,
tried to finish, then transferred Sihui's and my photos into my thumbdrive
then passed it to Amos and the rest,
then cabbed back to school for Kj's class.
we were about one hour late?
but i bet Kj jus closed one eye,
but we later explained that we went for photoshoots,
then he like, "oh oh okay..."
hahahahh!
i hope he remains as nice and dont lock us out next time, hehe.

oh and Kl also locks doors -.-
fucking stupid ah.

class ended like in half an hour after we arrived.
i was feeling like shit cos we could have jus missed class for photo -.-
but yet we cabbed back and spent 15 bucks jus like that.
ARGHHHH!
so i went back to look for them, and they were STILL at print shop at bras basah,
doing our own contact sheets one by one -.-
so we chionged some more,
and finally finished by about 7?
and Veron and Amos and i went home after that lol,
while Issac left earlier looking for his friend.
was so glad printing was over after the whole day haha.
guess it was all worthwhile cos the photos turned out pretty nice,
though not as good as expected hahaha.

well, i guess i blabbered enough,
was jus bored so ya. haha.

and, happy birthday jing!

and to SHEP!

i think...

2008-02-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

im quite screwed.

photog sounds fun, but not when it comes to
attending classes under kheng li.
he seems so unpleasant, really.
and like unapproachable kind.
kj is still the same,
like, "oh i see familiar faces and
it's great that we're all gathered together
for this new module, isnt it wonderful?"
hahahahahaha.
seriously, he is funny at times,
but it gets irritating if he'd taught you
for a few blocks already.
and the way he says "sing-a-pore"
still cracks me up. lol.
anyways,
hope this block would be alright,
and i seriously cant wait for the hols to be here,
if there is even one.

and, you know it's ironic when you see
a very happy picture when you receive a new message
(of which is a function in certain sony ericsson phones),
and when you open up the message,
you feel damn depressed cos it makes you feel the total opposite.

i dont know what's going on,
and maybe it's jus me who's causing all the trouble la.
but i dont know.
i jus needed to say this out to feel better.
cos as what my friends always used to say,
"it's better to let it out to us,
then bottled inside of you
and having you to suffer alone."
i really miss them, their company
their laughter and smiles,
and everything else.
but oh well.
and yea,
i seemed to have gotten used to bottling up
until when i want to thrash things out,
i become too random and link up things unnecessarily,
then causing even more trouble and chaos.
so maybe that's why i choose to be alone sometimes.

i hope you understand.
cos i do understand you,
jus that i dont know how to show it
and i dont want to show it sometimes,
cos it seems that your wants are too weird for me to handle.
and also,
it's not wrong to be different,
and im just being who i am,
and not anybody else. (:

lol high.

2008-02-22T06:56:00.000+08:00

HHAHAHAHAHAHAAH YESS AHHHHH,
finally done with typolay with pekghek lolololololol.
no more with "you see"s and "you know"s hahahaha.
fell asleep while watching anime jus now too,
like zomg.
and slept for twenty minutes.
ahhhhh vincent quick come back, or we cant do workkkkkkk.

ha ciao.

TYPOMKD/shit

2008-02-19T18:10:00.000+08:00

i think,
that it's damn stupid to actually shit in the middle of the night
and jus before you plan to go to bed.
and why?
cos you jus might have the tendency to fall asleep in the toilet
after releasing everything,
cos that's like, "ahh, relieved." kinda thing.
hahahah i know this is random,
but ya,
havent been blogging for a long time too,
oh well.

TYPOTYPOTYPOTYPOTYPOTYPO!
MKDMKDMKDMKDMKDMKDMKD!

LOLOLOL.

quite fun, yet tiring, but ahhh.
what to do hahahaa.
finishing the block soon,
and i cant waittttttttt ><

and i sure hope pek ghek stops her "YOU SEE YOU KNOW" soon,
cos i swear im gonna strangle her one day zomg.
uhm, nevermnd, scratch that. lol.

/oh wtf

2008-02-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

i am sooooo freaking pissed off for being sooooo suayyyyy.
well,
i lost my newspaper which i had to use for my typo class
(we were supposed to redesign their frontpage and a page inside),
and jus when i thought i could find the ancient articles from the net,
i believed they jus updated their website and cleared those from that particular date,
28 Sept 2007.
LIKE WTF?!
i was jus there hours ago in class!
and now they freaking got rid of it?
and so suay i lost my paperrrrrr.
so now how? redo lor.
knnmofocb**
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
good job ah chrys.

oh well,
happy valentine's day to all (:
and to the boyfriend,
I LOVE YOU MANY MANY LAAAA,
hahahhaha :D

2008-02-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

aight,
visiting tomorrow.
cant wait to see the rest again!
hope tomorrow will be a better day (:

weeeellll,
forgot to mention the other day,
but the Jack Neo film sure was hilarious.
it was packed with all the typical singaporean jokes
and ahaha,
will make you laugh till you drop at certain points.
the whole story was a bit KOK.
cos, idk,
i thought that it was pretty dumb,
and this kinda movies wont even make those real ah longs budge
and reflect?
hahahaha.

and, schools starting again,
after this long weekend,
and it's all back to work work and sleepless nights.

back to working on calendars and mood board!

NEW YEARRRRR!

2008-02-08T16:24:00.000+08:00

OH OH here's one picture during the open house!
if im not wrong,
it's the second day? (:

lol.
and uh,
new year's pretty much a blast,
jus that this year got no drinking and pool?
hahhaha.
nehmind!
maybe tonight!
lol and both cousins pebble and kenneth
are still sleeping la omg!
while i woke up at 1 or so,
HAHAHAHAHHAA.
more angpaos coming for me yo!
cant wait :D
and maybe mj too?
and hopefully all the fighting in the family subsides;
it always happens anyday, anytime,
and out of NOWHERE.
please it's so horrible it's blowing our minds away.
booya! jus like that ><
so ya.

okies going out for a bit.
to mensa's salad bar's uncle's place to bai nian!
hahahahaha yay.
and can see everybody there.
and also see boyfriend later who's coming over to my place for visiting too haha.

so newww.

2008-02-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

okay hi.
well,
i jus wanted to have a change after the 200th post,
so ya, here it is.
didnt delete the blog though,
too many memories there.

and chinese new year is here!
i know it's damn early this year,
really gave a few of us a shock
and we had to chiong shopping haha.
but, YAY!
boo to the work that we still have to complete over
this long weekend though zz

cant think of much to post about actually.
so, yah bye.

kandiII

too last minute/

i decided to post today...

update/

things to say.

killing time *SLASHES CLOCK*

saddened

(:

almost everything/

elections/

will tomorrow be different or just the same?

posters yo!

random/

back (:

worse day ever?

update?

random/

update update!

back from camp

HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSS

in a feel-good-mood

what!

FUN!

><

lol blabbers

i think...

lol high.

TYPOMKD/shit

/oh wtf

NEW YEARRRRR!

so newww.

killing time SLASHES CLOCK